This is the first in a series of entries about my healing journey. I hope, a journey of empowerment, forgiveness, love and understanding. This would be a forgiveness toward me, the cancer and any other poor B--stard I have been angry with and blamed for the bumps in my road.

It is the first reaction to the words, "you have cancer." Numb, dumb, befuddlement, then a sort of anguished no, what? Then, the begging and pleading with the Maker. This can not be happening to me!?

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